Another week gone just like that! Time really flies and it's 25th June today. Guess what, it's the reality hitting!!!! I went for my first day of school and know that it is not going to be easy because I have never done this before. Study + work + church and so many other commitments all at the same time. Those who know me well will know all the commitments I have. I seriously do wonder how am I going to survive this. I was actually quite excited for school ever since I enrolled in February/March? But just this afternoon after lunch break, I was thinking to myself, what have I gotten myself into? Why the need to study so soon when I've just started working? Am I crazy or what.
Thankfully, school isn't very bad and I realize I do miss studying for sure. When I was studying, everyone asked me to hang in there because working life is going to be so much tougher, but I did not really get it. I get it already!!! Now, I just need the motivation and determination to keep me going on. I should not let those people who loves, worried and cared so much about me down. Brought my mom a lot of disappointments these years, I do know that. But life is gonna changeeeeee.
Come on Alicia! I know that if I wanna lead a better life in future, I'll have to study. And yes, I want a good life next time.
Okay, more sleep is needed now for me to hang on with my busy life! Good night. God is good to me. :)
Thankfully, school isn't very bad and I realize I do miss studying for sure. When I was studying, everyone asked me to hang in there because working life is going to be so much tougher, but I did not really get it. I get it already!!! Now, I just need the motivation and determination to keep me going on. I should not let those people who loves, worried and cared so much about me down. Brought my mom a lot of disappointments these years, I do know that. But life is gonna changeeeeee.
Come on Alicia! I know that if I wanna lead a better life in future, I'll have to study. And yes, I want a good life next time.
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A random picture after dyeing my hair with Jasmine yesterday! |
Okay, more sleep is needed now for me to hang on with my busy life! Good night. God is good to me. :)