Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Another week gone just like that! Time really flies and it's 25th June today. Guess what, it's the reality hitting!!!! I went for my first day of school and know that it is not going to be easy because I have never done this before. Study + work + church and so many other commitments all at the same time. Those who know me well will know all the commitments I have. I seriously do wonder how am I going to survive this. I was actually quite excited for school ever since I enrolled in February/March? But just this afternoon after lunch break, I was thinking to myself, what have I gotten myself into? Why the need to study so soon when I've just started working? Am I crazy or what.

Thankfully, school isn't very bad and I realize I do miss studying for sure. When I was studying, everyone asked me to hang in there because working life is going to be so much tougher, but I did not really get it. I get it already!!! Now, I just need the motivation and determination to keep me going on. I should not let those people who loves, worried and cared so much about me down. Brought my mom a lot of disappointments these years, I do know that. But life is gonna changeeeeee.

Come on Alicia! I know that if I wanna lead a better life in future, I'll have to study. And yes, I want a good life next time.

A random picture after dyeing my hair with Jasmine yesterday!

Okay, more sleep is needed now for me to hang on with my busy life! Good night. God is good to me. :)
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