I am sorry, Putput.
My heart aches everytime when I have to force feed you with medicine, but I want you to be pain free.
I want so much for you to get well, and be active again.
I am so sorry that I didn't play with you a few weeks when I went to work.
I am sorry that I didn't give you many sunflower seeds and pine nuts when I know you loved them so much.
I am sorry.
I LOVE YOU.